help.

no more colours. no more happiness. no more joy. defeated once more. stripped once again.
don't want to hear any more love songs that would remind of u.
don't want to hear look back into the past thinkin what stuff i should or should not have done to change the present.
don't wanna pass by places that we frequent.

i'm really suffocating here. 2 yrs later after this blog was created.
i hope she doesn't see this. i've got no place to rant anymore.

i wanna go away. i do wanna go away. let me leave once and for all.
don't wanna see u no more.
i don't wanna have the feeling of i'm being ard u. so afraid to look into yr eyes. so afraid to meet u on the street. so afraid to to know u might be around. neither i'm yr piority nor you're mine.
i wanna leave just like i did a few mths back. said this ten thousand times. cried a millionth times, kazillionth time knowing what i wan, but not acting on it.
this time nothing is gonna stop me. this time nothing would hold me back.
what happened on sat was a damn wake up call that should had came a mth back, should have let go ten thousand times.

mary,lilian,rash,fit,may,jh,loreatta, jo,kat,ade,susan,jus.. pls slap some sense into me, pull me away from all these..

help me delete. yao na de qi fang de xia.